i remember exactly a year ago, i was sitting where the class of 2006 is sitting right now..
i'm watching grad through the webcam.. oh, how proud i am of you guys..
i can't really see your faces, but you guys all look so grown up and.. i don't know..
i'm just really proud of you guys and will not believe how much i miss you guys..
tell me where you are all headed to.. i only know about a few.
ps. good luck signing the year books. i stayed up till 5 am the night before grad signing
year books.. crazy, believe it or not, i fell asleep during grad.
well, grad is over now.. no more of you guys on webcam. lights are off: empty.
so..i was reading all the entries about grad which i've post poned till now..
i dreaded it because i know how it feels and how much it hurts to say good byes..
(and also know how empty it feels to not hurt when i'm saying good byes.. )
BFA ers. i think it's a blessing to feel pain to say good byes.. pain doesn't easily
even when you go to college, and that's when you need to learn to build on top
not to just move on.. (this is from chris adams when we were at johanna's for
xmas) my heart is heavy, i wish i could have been there to see you all graduate,
see my classmates, share the pain of saying good byes..
my first year of college has been cold. no pain, or too much pain, i don't know..
it's all in the attitude, depends on how you react to the situation and environment
after bfa.. make the right chocies (don't want to sound post modernistic, but really,
it's all in your hands) |